about him...

okey aq de ckp nak cter pasal sorang mamat nie an... name dye Kora.. dye nie owg sabah...umo sama an aq...hehe...aq start knal dye mse intensif BI.. mule2 aq just dgr nme dye disebut2 di dalam blek aq....aq x knal pown sapew dye...tp aq mule perasan dye mse minggu last intensif...aishhh...napew la aq leh terperasan dye lak...aiyeguuu....start ritu aq da tersuke sket at dye...huhu...

masok sem 1...aq ingt an da x jumpe dye...aishhh, dye pown sambung study at stu... bole lak satu group an aq... aq pown x tau nak hepy or nak sedih...huhu...tp ble da lme2 uu..bole lak kitorang jadik rapat...*bole la..tp x rpt sgt...rapat gtu2 jak...hehe*

dye nie skew bergurau....funny owgnye...dats why aq skew at dye...n one more reason why i like him is bcos he is like k-pop style n he always wear like k-pop.... ya i know...my feeling towards him is not love but more to like his style...

satu jak masalah an pacik nie...dye nie gatai...adehhh...pantang nampk pompuan comel sket..mule la dye cover macho la...tue la...nie la...aishhh....haha...but ble dye wat bende2 tue...dye nampk comel sgt...dye selalu said "i love u" at dak pompuan...even at aq...da byk kali dye ckp...aishhh pacik nie...tau la dye bergurau, tp kalu dak pomouan uu yg jenis cpt pasan cam aq nie...bleh lak wat gler pi caye an kate2 palsu dye uu...x kew maslh nanti...aishhh...tp aq skew la ble dye panggil aq syg...haha...dtg suda kegilaan aq...hihi...jgn mare...gurau jak...dye nie pown de mslh kuat pasan...walaupon itu mmg kenyataan...huhu....aq selalu ckp dye x ncem mne...but in my heart...only God knows it...

skrang nie cuti...da seminggu x dpt tgk dye...mule2 cuti..aq windu gler at dye...ase x sabo2 nak balik kolej smule tp skarang...aq ase mz sgt nak balik kolej yg x semegah mne uu...=.=

adehhh...malaznye nak kmas beg....

aq tertanye2...penah kew walau seminit 2...aq terlintas at pikiran dye...pew perasaan dye at aq...aq tau la sbg kawan jak..maksod aq...dye mare kew aq sukew at dye...dye ase x selesa kew??? aishhh...nie yg mlz nak suke at owg nie...aq asyik ingt at dye jak...glerrrrrrrr la....

n for ur information...dye mmg x akan n mustahil akan menjadi milik aq sbb firstly dye da berpunya...secondly...kami berlainan agame...n thirdly..dye just anggap aq sbg kwn dye jak...

but aq x kisah...as long as dye nak kwn an aq...aq x mao kehilangn kwn yg mcm dye...x tau napew tp walau aq bad mood mcm mne pown...kalu aq an dye..aq mesti tersenyum...huhu..

tanks kora for being my fren n playing wif my heart...love u very2 much...hehe..

p/s--> pic nie xde kne mengena ye dgn entry ini...huhu..terima kaseh..(^__^)*

cukop suda 20 tahun....n__n

Alhamdulillah....ckop suda umo aq 20 tahun...

bersyukur sgt sbb maseh lagi sihat...

pejam celik...pejam celik...da 20 tahun aq idop at dunia nie...n lam 20 tahun nie...mcm2 da aq ase...but still....de satu jak yg x penah berubah...it is...aq bertepuk sebelah tangan...i know...jodoh di tgn TUHAN...but still...aq asyik jatuh hati sgn lelaki yg mmg xkn suke at aq....sedihnye hati nie...da byk kali aq dimalukn...tp mengape...aq mcm x serik2...da bpew kali msj aq x dihiraukan but aq still msj owg uu...sadis an aq nie...

untuk azam tahun baru nie...aq berazam untuk tidak jatuh cinta dgn sapew2.. mudah2 an lepas la azam aq nie....aq nak tumpukn perhatian pd stdy jak...tp aq wiso au...sbb ape yg aq rancg msti x jadik...tp siyesli aq mg x mao jatuh cinta da....ckop la byk kali aq dimalukan...

mudh2 an doa ku di trime ya...aq x mao jatuh cinte an sapew2 sampai aq abis study...n perkare yg mustahil mmg xn berlaku..perkre uu ialah...owg jatuh cinte an aq...bute la owg uu kalu jatuh cinte an aq...huhu...

abih cuti nie..tros sambung sem 2...adehhh...ase berdebar2 jak...yela...lecterur baru, classmate bru, subject baru n tahap kesusahn pembelajaran yg baru...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....ase cam nak nanges jak nie....T_T

sapew la jadik clasmates bru aq an..mudah2 an dpt clasmate yg sme kpale...adehhh...x sangup asenye dpt clasmate yg x satu kpale nie...ase cam nak bg penampo free jak...huhu...

wish me luck k...

oleh krn aq xde someone special ag..i mean bf tuk wish hepy besday at aq...aq wish sendri la...hehe...

to me à happy besday to me...happy besday to me...happy besday to black sakura..hepy besday to me...wish me all de bes n hepy always wif my family...tankiez....(^________^)*

opsss!! i did it again...

aiyeguuu....

aq ase aq da jatuh ag la...adehhh...saketnye...

tp napew la mesti dye...aishhh...ntah cmne aq leh suka at dye lak...

nak d jadikan cter.. aq start suke at si ben-10 nie minguu last intensif ktorang,..aishh...]start ritu aq asyik ingt at dye jak...tp x la trok cam skrang...

skrang ni..pew yg aq wat, pew yg aq tgk or dgr..mesti ingtkn aq pada dye...bru jak 3 hari x nampk muke dye tp aq windu sgt...huk3,,T_T

sedihnye...napew la ati aq asyik jatuh at owg yg mmg x akn jadik milikku...

papew pown..idop mesti ditroskn...even sedih..kne gak hepy2...huhu...

mood aq skrang nie---> GLERR+SENGAL+SEDIH+JIWANG+ASE CAM NAK NAGES POWN ADE NIE+ NAK TIDOW= TATA...GUD NITE...AS'SALAM...^_^

ohaiyoooooooooo....

wa..lame aq x update blog nie....windunyeee nak luahkan pasaan at cnie an....skrang nie bz sgt...bz an assignmen, bz an exam bz an mental prob...n the most is bz an feeling prob....aishhhh....

skrang nie aq da msok sem 1... adehhh,,,,byk sgt nak cter sampai x tau nak cter yg mne dulu...huhu... xpew2...t ble aq balik umah t, aq update blog aq puas2...seeya next time...jgn lupe au jenguk2 dunia sy yg x semegah mane nie...hehe....t sy nak cter pasal somebdy...nak tau cpe...kne tunggu....(^___^)*

keNanGan TeRinDah..hehe...

tetibe jek aq teringt detik tue....huhu...perkare yg berlaku pada mse uu pernah berlaku at aq....yg aq ase cam kebetulan yg amat...perkare uu berlaku at tempt yg sme...bende yg sme...just owg jek yg berbeza...huhu...

ble dingt2 balik...hehehe....bes sgt2 kenangn uu...sbnrnye..knangn uu xde la special sgt bg sesetengh owg..tp bg aq..kenangn uu istimewa sgt....kenangn itu ialah detik2 pertemuan aq an si dye....huhu....pertemuan yg dimaksudkn berlaku at tangga skola aq...huhu...yg aq ase klako sgt2 ialah...mse aq terserempk an MB..at tangga uu la, mse an MR pown at tangga yg sme..huhu...mse uu aq nak pi kelas LK...mule2 uu aq nek ikut tangga yg stu ag iaitu tangga b...tp mse uu cikgu ngah mengajar dak kelas MB...aq terpikir la an...kalu dak2 uu kuar mesti dyerang lalu ikut tangga B sbb dekat an kelas LK..so, untuk tdk terserempk an MB, aq turun tingkt dwe n then nek smule tingkt tige melalui tangga A..mne la aq nak tau..mse aq ngah nek tangga uu..molek si MB uu lalu at citu...tercengang la aq...tp x kn la nak tunjuk yg aq terperant an...tp mse uu an dye2 terperanjt au...haha..mesti dye ingt aq nak sgt terserempk an dye...eiiiii...plez deh...aq lalu at tangga A uu sbb x nak terserempk an ko tp ko leh lak lalu at ctu..eiiiii...ntah pape jek...tp sbnrnye dalam ati aq mse uu...tuhan jek yg tau betape hepynye...hehe...mse tersermpk uu..just aq an dye jek at tangga uu..aq ingt nk tegur tp sengal nyer mulot...bole terkunci lak...eiiiii..geram tol aq...napew la aq x tego dye mase uu...eiiiiii...==' ..

pastu an...itu kisah an MB...nak dijadikn cter...at tangga yg same...keadaan yg sme..cme perkare ni berlaku beberapa tahun kemudian dan aq terserempk an owg yg len...tp keadaannye sme gak..mse uu aq nak naik n owg uu nak turun...mse uu aq nak pi libry...mse ngah nek tangga uu, aq sedikit tercunggp sbb tingkt 3 uu...tinggi uu...tp xde la tercunggp cam owg kne asma..tercunggp sket jek..kalu skali pandg x nampk cam owg tercunggap pown...hehe...sambung balik cter..mse uu aq ngah nek tangga sambil berangn..hehe...aq ni mmg kuat berangn...mse nak sampai tingkt 3 uu...boleh lak si MR muncul sambil bertelefon...dye leh senyum at aq...arghhhhhh...mse uu..tuhan jek yg tau bertape hepynye aq...huhu...hepy2...hehe...mse uu...bg aq, senyuman dye uu bole wat aq cair au...arghhhhhh....comel sehhhh...hehe....kalu bole..aq nak tgk dye senyum camtue ari2... n_n

nie la kejadian yg aq x kn lupekn...xde la...kejadian ni berlaku at tempt yg sme, keadaan yg sme...cme owg yg disukai berbeda...sbb uu aq nak kongsi an kowg...huhu...ag pown...saat2 ini,kalu bole aq x nak lupekn...indah sgt bg aq...huhu..yela..sapew yg x skew ble berjumpe an owg yg dye skew an...huhu...owh MB dan MR...aq akn sentiasa mendoakn kebahagian korang... smoge korang tidak lupekn aq ye...agagagaga...^o^

CiNte DaTanG laGi....~~,

Aiyeguuuuuu....aq ingt an lepas MB...aq x jatuh ati at owg len..at least tuk mse yg agk panjang..namun itu sme hanye tinggal kenangn sbb mse aq lower six...mse uu aq still ingt at Mb but pasaan uu sudah berkurangn..maybe sbb da lme x nampk dye...hehe....

Nak dijadikn cter..seme ni berlaku padan tahun lepas iaitu tahun 2010...hehe...aq ingt an aq xkn jatuh cinte or sukakn at somebdy 4 mase yg lame at least sampai aq abis stp...yela...aq nak tumpukn sepenuh perhatian aq tuk stp...TAPI....ntah mcm mne...bole lak aq terpikat at somebdoy...cissss....abis azam aq tuk tumpukn sepenuh perhatian at stp...hampeh jek....haha...

aq ingt ag...aq da terjatuh cinte pd pandangn pertme..mase uu aq lepak at blek access an kwn2...mse kitorang ngah asyik meng 'online'..hehe...tbe2 de owg msok....uper2nye..cikgu H an dak uu...aq dan kwn2 gelar dye mcm2..hehe..tp kitorang paling skew gelar dye MR or CR...(^^,) ..tp xde la kitorang nak panggil dye MR or CR depan2 dye..hehe...

Mse uu..aq ingt an dye uu just seorang pelawat jek..uper2nye...dye uu pekerja bru...dye keje sbagai teknition at skola aq,..uihhh...ncem seh....mkew dye kalu skali tgk cam artis af3 uu...hehe....mle2 uu...pasaan aq terhadap dye x la kuat sgt..tp pasaan aq terhadap dye makin bertambh sejak aq berckp an dye wat pertme kalinye..hehe..mse uu aq da masok upper 6...nie seme sbb kwn aq la..sengal tol,,,lap dye rosak..pastu ajak aq tmankn dye tuk antar at cikgu H nak mintk tolong btolkn...tp mse uu cikgu bizi so dye suh antoo at MR..yg kwn aq nie pown stu..hampeh jek...segan la kononnye nak pi jumpe an MR sorang2...pastu dye ajak aq pi jumpe an mamat uu(MR)... aq ikut la...hehe...at mulut bkn men mare tp at lam ati..TUHAN je yg tau bertape hepinye dpt jumpe dye..hehe...sejak ari tue la..pasaan aq terhadap dye makin bertambah..maybe sbb dye uu da la ncem...pastu peramah n baik hati owgnye...huhu...

tp bkn stakat uu je aq jumpe an dye..lepas drp ari tue...keesoknnye...de lak kwn aq yg sorang ag mintk tolong an aq suh hantar an pendrive dye at MR sbb pendrive dye da rosak...aishhhhhh,...aq ag yg pi jumope dye..hampeh tollllll......aq pown an ati yg gembira...hehe..pi la jumpe dye...fuyooo...bes seh...dapt jumpe an owg yg kite skew..agagaga....lepas drp tue..asyik mkew aq jek yg pi jumpe dye...kalu de owg nak beli kertas mesti aq...kalu de pendrive yg rosak..mesti aq gak yg pi jumpe dye..ntah napew..kwn2 aq seme nye cam segan nak jumpe an dye.....aq nie lak..da cam xde segan silu..yela..hapir tiap2 hari au aq pi jumpe dye..de jek hal yg aq nak an dye..hehe...de stu ari uu..aq mintk tolong an macik libry tolong pegangkn phone...tp mse tengahari macik uu nak balik umh..so dye suh MR yg pegangkn..hehe...mse petang uu...aq mencri la MR ni...yela aq nak balik phone aq...aq crik lam bilik dye..xde...dalam blik2 len yg dye selalu leapk pown xde...tgk kasut..xde...pastu mintk tolong an macik libry uu,.uper2nye..dye de lam bilik dye..tp ngah tido..hampeh jek...haha..kecian pown de gak at dye..yela..ngah sedap2 tido..ttbe kne kejut just sbb aq nak balik phone aq..haha...yg klako uu...mse dye bru bangun tido uu an..hehe...dye cam owg angau au....comel seh...pastu dye tgk at aq semacm..cam terpinge2 gitu...aq cpat2 kuar drp bilik dye..hehe...

Semakin hari..semakin mendalam pasaan aq terhadap dye...at first..aq pown x tau sbenarnye pew pasaan aq at dye..adakah hanye sukew smate2 or adakh pasaan cinte yg dialami oleh aq or aq just anggap dye sbagai abg..hurmmmm....tp yg pasti....hampir tiap mse aq kn teringt an dye...kalu pi mne2..mesti de jek perkare yg mengingtkn aq pd dye...huhu....

De satu hari uu an...de dak powmpuan ni k0l aq..dye kate dye uu awek MR...hurmm..aq ingt an dye uu just salah sorang kwn aq yg nak knekn aq..uper2nye btol dye uu awek MR...aq pown bru tau yg dye uu awek MR bru2 nie...huhu....aq tau pown sbb ex-gf Mr yg bg tau..huhu,,,tp x kisah la...bende da berlalu..kini pasaan aq terhadap MR hanye tinggal kenangn...same sperti pasaan aq terhadap MB....kini pasaan aq masih tidak dicuri oleh sessapew...maybe sbb aq x kuar umh sgt..so jarang jumpe an owg..hehe....tp bru2 nie..aq de dgr cter...MR nak kawen pad tahun depan iaitu tahun 2012,...mse dak uu antar msej..dye kate...kak...jgn mare he,,,macik kate Mr nak kawen tahun depan..hurmmm..mse uu aq reply...okay...t say tahniah at MR ye...mse uu aq da mcm x kisah la...Mr da nak kawen..bio la dye..janji dye bahagia...tp aq still sdikit sedih ble memikirkn pasal uu..haha..benggong an aq nie...hehe...kadang2 uu..aq sendri x faham an pasaan aq...hurmmm....pelik an aq nie...huhu...hope korang faham la pew yg aq cbe critakn nie...hehe..kalu x faham..wat2 faham suda,..^^,

CiNte BerTepuK SeBelaH TanGan Kali PerTaMe...~~

ingt ag..mse uu aq masok skola menengah...dye twe setahun drp aq..so maksodnye dye form 2...aq terjatuh hati at dye pada pandangn pertme...nak dijadikn crite..leh lak dye duk stu kampung an aq...huhu....hepy ^^, ...yg menambhkn ag kehepian aq ialah..dye stu kelas an aq mse skola belah petang...huhu..hepy2...hampir hari2 aq curi2 tgk dye...dye uu ncem...da la ncem..sore pown sedap didengar..hehe..aq n kwn2 gelarkn dye mat burger or MB..sbb dye penah jual burger..hehe...

aq menaruh pasaan at dye sejak dr form 1 hingga aq form lower 6....aq x penah berckp an dye..tp mse aq form4...aq dpt phone.,..n aq curi2 ambik no dye dalam phone abg aq..hehe..dye an abg aq kwan..bole kate rapat gak la...dye penah dtg umh aq beberape kali..,hehe....mse aq dpt phone uu..aq mesej dye...dye uu jenis yg melayan au..aq lak jenis sengal.,.,.hampir tiap2 mlm aq mesej dye..hehe....tp ble dye da msok form 5..dye tuko no..so aq da lost kontek an dye...

mse aq masih menaruh pasaan at dye...hari2 mse skola...time pagi sblom mle study n mse rehat...aq mesti dpt tgk dye...hehe....bkn aq sorng jek peminat dye...dye uu ramai peminat au,,,

ingt ag,..tiap2 mlm..aq mesti ingt at dye,..pastu mesti menangis sbb dye x trime cinte aq...hehe....hampir tiap saat la aq ingt at dye..huhu...tp dye uu jenis yg alim n owg mcm aq ni..sapew la yg nak an..so....aq just bertepuk sebelah tangn jela...tp aq x kisah la...aq bersyukur sgt sbb dipertemukn an owg cam dye dan sbb ati aq bole terjatuh at owg cam dye,..mmg sedih ble cinte kite x ditrime..tp kalu btol kite cintakn somebdy,,kita xkn kisahnye,...janji owg yg kita cinta n sayang uu bahagia...kan3...

sampai skrang aq still x dpt kontek dye..i mean no phone dye la...tp kalu at fb aq de add dye...hehe....makin ncem seh.....selalu gak la aq tgk dye on fb..huhu...tp skrang.,..pasaan aq terhadap dye da xde ag..just tinggal pasaan sebagai kawan je...ag pown aq dgr cter..dye cam da de minat at somebdy...hehe..xpew la..aq akn sentiasa mendoakn kebahgian dye...(^__^)*